I'm not living very well
Though I'm living here
Every day might be as hell
In its time of everywhere
Something in the coming days
With the people aching
Moods of darkish down grays
My thoughts in deep waking
There seems no hope inside
Only my desperate mind
Darks of depressions glide
Leaving my smiles behind
I might not hold too long out
For it’s not in my nature
To be in a state of self-doubt
And its road of nomenclature
My heart's now in emotion
In picking the thorns of life
Life assuredness in erosion
For now is my time to strife
I'm up against dejection wall
That I call my own identity
And have nowhere else to call
But to come back to me
Friday, December 12, 2008
Born For Its Dream
A night was born for its dream
A day to carry the coming light
Everything in between times gleam
Is either of dim or sparking bright
The looming fog of inside made
Is intimidating dimly in its glow
Like sharp edges of jagged blade
That through the fold must go
A day to carry the coming light
Everything in between times gleam
Is either of dim or sparking bright
The looming fog of inside made
Is intimidating dimly in its glow
Like sharp edges of jagged blade
That through the fold must go
Hoping Against Hope
Hoping against hope
Are my wings to fly
And hold on to that robe
That pulls me to the sky
And liaises my heart beat
To its full throbbing blow
I'm now on an empty street
To where I want to go
Time’s perhaps against time
In my lonely strife
For soon I´ll be reaching prime
In my way of life
But thoughts may still wander
To where my dove is
Away from this dispute's asunder
And only with fate's loves kiss
A heart against heart
This is not the way to live
So much of doubt to impart
When there’s so much to give
Stretching the chances hours
For a permit to be and lift
From dust all the fallen flowers
Nature of vileness did drift
Are my wings to fly
And hold on to that robe
That pulls me to the sky
And liaises my heart beat
To its full throbbing blow
I'm now on an empty street
To where I want to go
Time’s perhaps against time
In my lonely strife
For soon I´ll be reaching prime
In my way of life
But thoughts may still wander
To where my dove is
Away from this dispute's asunder
And only with fate's loves kiss
A heart against heart
This is not the way to live
So much of doubt to impart
When there’s so much to give
Stretching the chances hours
For a permit to be and lift
From dust all the fallen flowers
Nature of vileness did drift
The Blue of the Evening (sonnet)
The blue of the evening is showing
From inside the tinctured perforated glow
Where the moon from the cloudlets is now going
As the shadows to night must further grow
In the dances of shadings and coolness
The instance hours are feeling my cold feet
And winter icily night in its caress
With breeze that goes on in an empty street
My heart is as bare as a leafless tree
For I think about nothing but this cold
Chilliness that wanders on inside of me
For there's no endless love me now to unfold
And now as I speak my thoughts travel far
Perhaps to a Milky Way's unknown star
From inside the tinctured perforated glow
Where the moon from the cloudlets is now going
As the shadows to night must further grow
In the dances of shadings and coolness
The instance hours are feeling my cold feet
And winter icily night in its caress
With breeze that goes on in an empty street
My heart is as bare as a leafless tree
For I think about nothing but this cold
Chilliness that wanders on inside of me
For there's no endless love me now to unfold
And now as I speak my thoughts travel far
Perhaps to a Milky Way's unknown star
O Delight Delight
O delight delight those days
When the sky stars are singing to me
With their colors of bluish grays
To make me become again free
With wings into everything
That grows and grows and never slows
And with my Venus heart shall sing
Until the soil is moonlight glows
O darling fecund soil of frosty earth
Of flowing icily mirror shine
Each step of my step is in their worth
Of every their being breathes line
Where clouds are radiant brows glows
With fertile in their making haze
And I'm as angle in their falling snows
Of white delights on roads of grays
Oh delight be mine in dispels sight
And each azure high heavens on
When night becomes like morning light
And all my wishes will be dawn
In roads of convey sweet tenderness youth
Beneath turnings of cloudy drift
And fill the skies with moments of truth
When you - my soul to those castles lift
When the sky stars are singing to me
With their colors of bluish grays
To make me become again free
With wings into everything
That grows and grows and never slows
And with my Venus heart shall sing
Until the soil is moonlight glows
O darling fecund soil of frosty earth
Of flowing icily mirror shine
Each step of my step is in their worth
Of every their being breathes line
Where clouds are radiant brows glows
With fertile in their making haze
And I'm as angle in their falling snows
Of white delights on roads of grays
Oh delight be mine in dispels sight
And each azure high heavens on
When night becomes like morning light
And all my wishes will be dawn
In roads of convey sweet tenderness youth
Beneath turnings of cloudy drift
And fill the skies with moments of truth
When you - my soul to those castles lift
Oh Dreams Forgotten Days
We shall remember each day of their past
In fragrance of passions of faraway dreams
Those wearing old minutes of days now lost
But still lie inside like a ray of gleams
Those earthly filled out moments of soul’s dark
In feathers of feelings that faraway are
And still fly in their momentarily spark
Like wishes of twinkling faraway star
When silence meant moments of shadowed touch
Like water in flowing on the smooth skin
And Love said to Love: I need you so much
And everything was of breeze from within
Oh dreams forgotten days and aromas varied
How much now in winter those feelings we need
In fragrance of passions of faraway dreams
Those wearing old minutes of days now lost
But still lie inside like a ray of gleams
Those earthly filled out moments of soul’s dark
In feathers of feelings that faraway are
And still fly in their momentarily spark
Like wishes of twinkling faraway star
When silence meant moments of shadowed touch
Like water in flowing on the smooth skin
And Love said to Love: I need you so much
And everything was of breeze from within
Oh dreams forgotten days and aromas varied
How much now in winter those feelings we need
The Days of Spring Are Near
The days of spring are near
With the flowing water around
In every heart of youth to steer
That still with the winter's bound
So lovely as each loneliness
And black as rocks in the hills
These condense come with caress
As water splashes and spills
The youth of new springtime here
Is in every life and brawl
Where the falls shall touch and bear
In its freshness of its early call
And bring mystics wind to blow
While the leaves are becoming green
Away is then all winter's snow
With the life's sullenness between
The days of spring thoughts steer
Into the young days fairly bright
And become here free everywhere
With returning of our summer light
To lift the hearts to higher grounds
And there bring us peace of mind
Fill up the air with springtime sounds
Leaving the dusky diffuses behind
With the flowing water around
In every heart of youth to steer
That still with the winter's bound
So lovely as each loneliness
And black as rocks in the hills
These condense come with caress
As water splashes and spills
The youth of new springtime here
Is in every life and brawl
Where the falls shall touch and bear
In its freshness of its early call
And bring mystics wind to blow
While the leaves are becoming green
Away is then all winter's snow
With the life's sullenness between
The days of spring thoughts steer
Into the young days fairly bright
And become here free everywhere
With returning of our summer light
To lift the hearts to higher grounds
And there bring us peace of mind
Fill up the air with springtime sounds
Leaving the dusky diffuses behind
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